Traveling reveals one thing to me. I don't know whether this is unique to me, or it is common to many people, guys especially. I start to realize that, regardless which space I am in, let's say, in a shuttle bus, or a subway, or an airport, or a country like Cambodia, there are always women, and among them, somehow, there is always one that you will find attractive, like to look at a few more times. It's a pleasant feeling, but also feels strange in a social context, that feels like a pervert. But honestly, it just happens. I step into this space, observe, start to be aware of people around me, then violla, over there, there is this one person that you will just realize, that she is good looking (in sense of relativity of course), and you want to see more of her.

    How interesting! I start to see this pattern over and over and over again. Even while touring some random tourist site, there is always someone that catches my eyes. Why? Is this a common thing for all male animals, and what about females? Are they feeling the same way? I'm really wondering that in a closed space of any kind, human will find a mate. If so, I would only guess that this is really driven by instinct, by some native builtin desire.

    Or, is it just driven by loneliness, I wonder?

    — by Feng Xia


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